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and he/she dies
Saturday, October 3, 2009
HELLO!!
I feel terrible everyday and it getting worse!! Today is a bad day for me.. God, could u just put an end for me.. Maybe u could bring me along with u, i think i will feel better. I think alot this few days.. About clique, my life, my study, volleyball! Everything to me is so dull~~ Everything going black/colourless... My life is not colourful anymore.. Not even a single colour..
I dunno wat happen to me.. I just couldn't focus to do anything.. When im not with u, i feel terrible.. A word to describe 'LONELY'
But when im with u, i feel so undignified.. A word to describe ' STRANGER'
Maybe Yanbin should not come to this world at all.. So...
God, i plead u to take me with u. Im sure i will not regret. I noe that this is very selfish.. I noe that i would hurt my family alot alot.. Very deep.. But i really can't stand the life in the mortal.. Im feeling very terrible, very terrible.. I couldn't take it anymore.. No any longer..
