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and he/she dies
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Mummy, Daddy,
can u dun give me so much pressure?? since i start my education, i was like being in the Demonta universe.. the only different is, there no demon, but there is 'stress'.'pressure' and 'unhappiness'. i think that my smile is gradually fading away. my happy days are passed.. it not going to come back to me.. i also wish to do well in my exams, i really tried my best! i dunno wat happen to me.. why can't i do well??! I REALLY DON'T KNOW! I REALLY DON'T KNOW! I REALLY DON'T KNOW! sorry mummy, daddy.. i noe i really disappoint u. but it not my intention. i really tried my very best.. i have put my 100% but i couldn't get the gd result. really sorry mummy,daddy! really sorry..
God, have u heard my plead?? why hasn't u take me away?? could u take me and my unhappy memories away. i noe my act is very selfish, so the last thing i could do is only leave the happy memories with my love ones. God, i really need to be with u. i only bring unhappiness to people around me. i really think that and it is a fact that YANBIN SHOULD NOT COME TO THIS WORLD!!
