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and he/she dies
Saturday, November 7, 2009
has being many days since my last post le..
have 2 match with Yuhua and Bukit Pajang. currently, we have won those matches. but next week, we will have very tough matches with Yi Hua and Cedar! both are top in Singapore :x
ahh.. this few days i dunno wat happen to me :O i just get irritated very easily. i feel so stress for dunno wat reason.. haixx. maybe cos now have matches bah...
ytd have a small fight with mayi.. in the past.. there training i feel so happy cos can upgrade my skills. but now, i feel so stress.. being pressurize. when i meet mayis', my heart harden. i dunno wat happen inside me, inside my brain :(
sometime i wonder if u ppl dun understand me or i dun understand u ppl. i just really care abt wat the others think abt us or u ppl but wat u ppl show me is.. u just dun care. maybe is i too busybody le. i keep telling u all that wat u all do, say or show is very important. but u all just dun listen and might even think im a nuisance. okay.. fine~~ im tired of all nagging.. im tired of all the disliking fr u ppl.. im tired of seeing u ppl giving me the hating look. really enough... i lose. i gave up.
i always try my best to achieve the best. but in the end, i gain nth and i got hurt. i noe im a fail capt but nth much i can do now. u all may dislike me, hate me.. but i cannot do much alr. i have break down. can't be fix anymore. not even the Jesus can bring me back. im gone and nvr come back. now, im just a puppet. whoever wan to take over me, u can now. i have no stand now.
